How my heart breaks...

I dunno why i am made this way ..Bloody Emotional !
Sometimes i wonder how so many out there are able to cope up with things that happen to them which i can't even bear seeing or listening to it ....
Am sure they are not as sentimental as how i am .....

My dear friend once told me " Don't wear your heart on your sleeve "No wonder ..people can just hurt me so easily ..blame it on me :-(
How does this happen ? why ..Does it mean that i am so weak or does it mean that i value every relationship so strongly that when it show it's demonic face,i am unable to bare the reality ...Is it so bad to think with your heart , speak your heart and do from your heart ...?? May be it is bad for the heart ..as i let it break every time i speak from my heart .How i wish i could use the brain instead and save my heart .

No wonder ...every poet focused so much on this stupid heart as you feel the pain when it aches :-(

How many heart aches everyday ? every second? i don't know .....

But i know when my heart aches ,mostly when my dear ones HURT ME ...
sometimes ....when i see the orphaned animals especially the dogs on the road :-(
sometimes ...when on my way home -walking upstairs to my house and i see that old woman ( i think she is my watchman's mother )sleeping on the ground floor entrance ..(Imagine -That space is not even the size of my bathroom !) sometimes when i meet those hungry little children coming up to to me begging and all i would be able to afford was a one time dinner or a pastry ....every time when i watch the news of so many girls being raped ..sometimes when i see the breaking news on bomb blasts and the ever increasing number on lives lost ....and most of the times my heart aches when i think of how i am unable to share my happiness with my appa !