Some scribbles!!!

I cant believe it has been few months i wrote my last blog...wowwww....sigh! That means - i have not connected to myself for these few months. What kept me so busy was usual work chores, the amazing Vihaan's tantrums,school routines and of course some friends and acquaintances who fill your life with surprises & shock Well well well, now back to the blog - i wanted to scribble my thoughts and here i am back - off late , many things have been bothering me .The fact that i realized even your best friend cannot help you when you feel alone and unhappy . There are certain things that only you can help yourself .And that it is better to find happiness from within than to keep seeking it outside of you even when it is very normal that your happiness is completely dependent on near & dear ones. But ultimately, it is you -your own self who makes the decision to feel happy ,keep peace with one self irrespective of what others in your life are doing. This is a harsh reality that i experienced in my recent past life. Anyways, am glad to have understood this better this time and hence i am sure i am not going to let myself get hurt badly ever again. The big question for me always on my mind was how can we think of helping another when you are not in peace with yourself. So here i am working on it -As definitely i want to be there to realize my dream of doing something to the underprivileged but for that i need to be at peace understanding my own life and keeping myself calmer & happier Here is to a relaxed and happy year end .Looking forward to a great 2013 2012 has been unforgettable in many ways -good & bad things have happened but am sure the bad taught me some good lessons So, gearing up for a beautiful brand new yearrr