Ever wondered who you are ? why you are this person ? Interacting with certain people who remind you of certain things ...or feel the Deja vu ... i think a lot about all this . who am i ? why am i feeling this way ..
I would suddenly feel so sad for the girl who is selling coloring books by the beach side in bare foot when at the same time many of her age kids are driving with parents happily in a BMW . Then another realization comes along that the BMW parents have worked hard to take care of the girl who is getting this ride ...so , why did nt this poor girl's parents think about her when a stranger like me is worried about her .
I kind of meet certain people who make me feel - what can i do to change this situation for them. In the sense, sometimes it is people who are less fortunate .And sometimes i tend to pick up arguments in a certain pattern... i tend to feel the same way about say a few people i interact with . I feel i give too much importance to how others feel about what i am saying or if they will take it well . And sometimes it is the exact opposite - i don't care how you feel , this is it -my opinion .Well , we never know what is actually right and what is wrong . Sometimes it is better to follow your heart than waiting for the logical answers from your head . It kind of works .. at least when it comes to the YOU VS ME ego clashes between close ones.
But what i have learnt is to stop giving importance to the other person when the ME gets taken for granted and gets hurt .End of the day what is the point in making someone else happy at the cost of your happiness., there is the thin line here... hurting someone to keep yourself happy or keeping yourself happy by hurting someone ..That is a Toughie -so figure out for yourself as to which one to choose :-P
