TUTLI BECOMES VIHAAN SUJAY

After how long am here ..gosh i felt like as if i did not have a life of my own once the brat came out...

I can make a movie or write a story book to encourage all women who go thru a delayed
delivery in the sense ..TUTLI arrived very very late ..that too without giving his mom any sign of labour pains ..oops...i was admitted to get induced :-( IT WAS A PAINFUL DAY but it was all worth it ...as the saying goes -no pain ,no gain -so true!

I was getting anxious ..it was almost a week beyond the due date but what you hear from most of the women are that they had their baby before their due date ..this always kept me in worrysome state ...finally after a days admission that nite ..i got my labour pain , honestly wished i had a boy as i cant see my gal go thru this in later stage ..
and it was a BOY....Pappa dear was hoping it was TASHA SUJAY , but it was VIHAAN SUJAY!

The doc, nurse everyone at First med hospital was too good ...i cant imagine bringing him out if not for them -THEY WERE ALL AMAZING ..and my doc -she is a true GODDESS !
Though our hospital stay was scary as swine flu scare occupied every story and talks - i enjoyed every moment of those initial days watching the cutie pie...how tiny his fingers were...how small he was ...so cute and sweet ...my heart ached when they told me he had jaundiced and it literally broke when i saw him under the photo therapy lights with his eyes tied..Hats off to moms who have special children ..what they must be going thru ..gosh u need all the courage in the world to raise a baby and watch him hurt himself and grow -hope i get some soon as i am still the scary ,over protective mom (well..cant expect a 2 month mom to be a THAGDA)

TUTLI has filled our lives with joy and he has made me fall in love all over again with my Sujay after seeing the doting appa in him....did not expect in the wildest of my dreams that sujay is gonna be such a doting dad...amazing ..am enjoying every bit of his action when we are around with TUTLI...

Vihaan is adorable and now he needs me ..so i will continue my romance with the key board later .....!!!

Best days of my life !!!

Emmm..you got it ...it's also a line from the cult song "summer of 69" and i feel like singing now and all the time ..These are the best days of my lifeeeee...yeah yeah!!

It's been wonderful to take time off from work ..Finally ...after so many years of working ..am gonna have a good break .Well , even if this break is gonna actually keep me on my toes with my baby arriving anytime..its gonna be fun ...(hopefully !!)

Started my leave yesterday ...and its been total masti from then ...
Sweetu hubby managed to get me all the dvds that i craved to watch ..and now
already am done with Salaam Namaste ,Just my luck ...Have spidy ,finding nemo and lion king to go ..by the time i finish that list , my list of next 10 romantic comedies would be ready ...yippie yeah !!! To top it all ,grabbed his mp3 too ...so
some unlimited music -all favourite ,chosen ones that i would die to listen to ..who else can it be but for Mohd Rafi ka songs and some chosen latest hindi n tamil songs.



Can't ask for more to relax and get tutli to have some good time along with me
before we get to see each other ...

while am happy with all this ...somewhere inside me , the woman waiting to deliver is paranoid ..she is scared , anxious and what not ....mixed up emotions :-O

Hope all the nice movies and soothing music would help me get away with the highs and lows and make me totally happy :-))

Countdown beginsssssssssssss....few more days and TUTLI is gonna keep me so busy that i would return to blogging i guess after .....keep guessing :-)

TUTLI

Emmm ....Finally here i am writing a blog about who has taken control over my life these days .. "TUTLI"..

He/She has been my recent love ,interest ..everything i say !!

I cant believe that TUTLI has been inside me for so long now .. 30 weeks :-)
30 Weeks of putting up with me and baring with me ...wait baby doll..just another 10 weeks and you will be seeing so many people around you who are eager to see you esp the one who is responsible for you :-P

I cant believe TUTLI has been with me for so long ...more than 7 months??
Time flew away as i still feel like as if it was yesterday ..when i called him to
say we are gonna be parents ...i still feel like it was just few minutes back that i saw TUTLI's heart beat on that scan machine ..whoaa ...a beautiful journey in to this
initial days of motherhood and sometimes it scares me to even think that am gonna be responsible for someone else soon ...i wonder how am going to take care of TUTLI ...?
High time i grow up so that i realise am not the little one anymore :-P
someone else needs all the attention and pampering that i always crave for !!!

Pregnancy sure makes you feel special , at least the people around you ensure that you are made to feel special .. People surprise me with their behaviours ....and i realise ...i am not gonna be pregnant forever , so i better enjoy this attention and extra care that am eligible and deserve enjoying right now ...whether it be that nail polish this cute lil gal from my office got me because i said that pink color is nice or be it the coconut ball stuff dosai got me all the way from ooty ...I was emotional when he told me he extended the ride from kodai to ooty to get me this stuff ..
how can i forget both the ammas and my hubby !!! even if that goes without saying ..
they make me feel as if am the only pregnant woman on earth :-))

Well..i also realise that all this is not for moi ,but for TUTLI ....

By the way..TUTLI by now can hear stuff , so let me stop romancing with the keyboard and start talking to TUTLI ..