Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Where am i in this rat race?

Before i knew it , Vihaan has grown up and i still can't believe he is two years old. I am wondering if i enjoyed every move of his? I did not miss to hear him utter his first word , the first time he called me " Amma" , the first time he danced etc

But suddenly , there is also this feeling that i get so caught up with the race that everyone is running today .Typical corporate rat race that keeps me glued to issues even when i am around vihaan . When i think about it , i feel it is not worth missing my child's cute little actions and thinking about the never ending work issues . When will i learn to stop running this race.. i don't know . Probably the fact that i already thought about the mad race will make me exit from it soon . Life is too beautiful to be wasted in sorrows, comparison , envy , hatred and of course stress. I wish we all can get into time machine and go back in the past where mobile phones & televisions did not exist so that we can spend more time with loved ones instead of getting glued to these electronic equipments. Though i hardly spend time in front of the idiot box , i think my time with my mobile phone is more than the time i spend with vihaan ....My mobile phone can be counted as an additional part of my human body ..it goes where ever i go ...and it never stops craving for my attention ... It is mostly work calling Viji even when at home . So here is to an attempt to exiting the mad race and to more peaceful moments with myself and my loved ones ...i know it is easier said than done , but let me at least try it :-)